youve been hurt so much
that through this time you have built calluses around your heart
and for someone to break through it
will take time
so you pretend not to care
or not to be phased
when in reality
you just want to be with them
see them
talk to them
tell them you miss them
but you are just afraid
they dont miss you
so you stay in your room
and listen to your music
alone
isn’t it ironic
how we kill
flowers
because we
think that
they are
beautiful
